August 26, 2012

To all the Old little girls

The white rose tile
inlaid on top of my childhood
 jewelry box has the dust layers
to prove its true age.
 
Although in my memory it was pristine,
The box itself is broken and faded,
 
With rusty hinges and dust proving its true age
 
 Gosh it felt like yesterday.
 
That it was preparing a girl
with golden hair that curled at the ends
 for dress up parties and fancy kitchen outings
 
The little princess takes a sharp breath
 
Dilapidated today,
but filled of memories and broken rings
And mother’s borrowed pendants,
plastic beads,
 
And the best half of broken friendship necklaces
And cherished handmade bracelets,
Trinkets from trips I had forgotten,
One stud of my first earrings,
 
My name bracelet,
it doesn’t fit anymore.
And old mood rings that never changed
 from fierce to flirty to festive, as advertised
Mine always was a cool deep blue, calm.
Now it’s black
 With another thousand plastic memories
preserved in my broken box.

April 21, 2012

Beauty & the Beast

The growing power of the beast,
Frightens beating constant of a heart,
Senses heighten, fears enlighten,
Heart beating in a silent steady art,
Only once blood satisfied will cease.

'Tis but a greedy monster's game.
A last battle effort to the mind,
Inevitable fate, future's debate,
Longing for one last day kind,
Lusting for an empty stomach's gain.

Beast is evaded no longer
Beauty crumpling to the floor,
Morphing what once pure, life's permanent cure,
A new reign achieved crowning once more,
The strong always looses to stronger.

April 16, 2012

Soles and Souls

Splintered feet prevent eyes from new sights
Birds fly and soar, smiling as they go by.
Escaping, riding the wind
that sways with the long grass
My hair flutters
Bruised soles only allow thorns to grow
slowly creeping over a resting body, covering,
draining a living thing into a living corpse
If I die in this field leave me,
sleeping amid the wild flowers
dancing in the breeze
put a gravestone by my side,
engraved:
Bruised soles, breaking souls

April 07, 2012

Oasis

In the middle of the sand graveyard,
a pure salt oasis lies.
With little schools of red and gold,
swimming, glimmering,
in light from the lethal sun,
bending in the toxic waters.
Fish prospering in hostile territory,
perish not in this desert.

Leave me with life,
as I breathe my
last.
Leave bright glittering images
to remember when eyes close
lethargically.
Leave me with a hope
I've meant more than simply
a dreamer
lost.
Leave my with my last breath
to savor, to forget, to
loose.
Leave me alone
to sleep for a hundred years,
lonely.

If ever a stranger comes
to discover the unknown,
hold me as a memory
warning not to invest fully in dreams,
loved.

April 02, 2012

Asylumn of Bone

Blank page,
   despite inner furious rage
White curved walls,
   surrounding violent brawls
Empty life,
   massacred by tounge's knife
Steadied hand,
    desperate to discover a new land
To king from slave,
    entrance through a fresh dug grave

March 30, 2012

Gently

A chilly Autumn breeze gently flys into, washing a natural chill over the hotel room. She stared immobile. Stared at the curtians slowly waltz in the night, betraying glimpses of the stars. Stared with a cut to the core, heart broken, heart bleeding, staining pure sheets with love's avengance, cupid's betrayal, Aphrodite's pain's pour on white sheets while glimpses of Venus' light spills gently into the room. Glimmering gently onto the into the knife in her back, sparkling gently on the tear trails on her face, yet her unblinking eyes are left alone, lightless, lifeless, for her lost soul to manage.

March 26, 2012

Golden

Oh golden dreams of golden purity, of golden love and golden warmth, never leave again
Oh golden love for golden streets for golden gates and golden worlds, shine bright today
Oh golden gates open with golden arms reaching, with golden ears listening, and golden words accepting
Oh golden ears hear the sufferage, the tolls, the perfect sorrows of the grimy people.
Oh golden dreams of three living rulers come end the toils taken of the broken canvass
Oh golden swords prepare for battle against polutied armies.

Urban Jungle

Drowning in a room of cold airLiving in an urban jungle
Urban beasts will eat us alive
Hungry for a steady beating heart
    heart after heart
  life after life
Devoured

Drowning in a room of cold air
with everyone I've ever known
Living in a modern tomb
scraping at the walls
rubing fingers raw

Save me from my noose.
Keep me from my self-dug grave,
Help me beyond this urban jungle.